Cool... That's cool... Just cool...

YESTER-[faithful]-DAY, I totally gave up on studying for my Chemistry mock test... 81 fudging documents?? (inclusive of power points, words & adobe)
R? R? R, B? [ "Really? Really? Really, bro?" copyrighted from Acronyms by theDOMINICshow @ YouTube xD]
And TO-[mother fudging son of a sea side]-DAY, I feel glad that all the time used by NOT studying for Chemistry was used very wisely indeed!! After barely surviving going through the gates of hell (LR501), I think it's pretty safe to say that even if I studied for the test, I'd still do pretty badly!! So if and only if I had studied... I'd just be wasting my time, no? *peace out* TEEHEE~
So now I've only one thing to say... Why don't you pick on someone your own..... Errr..... Own paper / ink / whatsoever? FUDGE YOU CHEMISTRY!! FUDGE YOU UPSIDE DOWN AND INSIDE OUT!! GARRR!!
*signing off*

Hold on a sec...

I couldn't help but noticing... For the past few posts, I've been complaining about my dissatisfactions in every single one of them!! This CANNOT happen in MY blog, NO NO NO!! How about posting something that made me HAPPY instead? That should fare better than listening to me complain now, no? *stretches arms* Aight, here goes... =3

Apollo 18 is out and ready to fill my brain with its awesome scenes!!
[ I hope...*fingers crossed* ]


Today's Maths paper turned out to be not as bad as I expected!!
[ Wish I could say the same to Stats paper... *sobs* ]


Wait, hold on a sec... I just realized... I was actually complaining a little regarding the two things that were supposed to make me happy!! GARRR!! *smacks myself* @@
*signing off*

TAMADE!!

1 : Couldn't wake up early, almost arrived late for my Chemistry mock laboratory test, parked outside Inti International College Penang...
2 : During the laboratory test, an announcement was made asking people who parked outside to move their cars as the police have arrived, rushed down to move my car, saw a fine ticket on my wiper, went back to the laboratory test feeling down and pissed...
3 : As if being fined isn't enough, life just has to throw at us some brainless creatures to mock us...
4 : "@peekabooCHAK Dan can you please check if I left my maths past year book in yr car?" So what now? She expects me to go down to my car in the middle of the night just to check whether she left something in it? PLEASE, go f*** yourself...
Well, I guess that wraps up all my dissatisfactions for today... And I'm feeling better already after posting this!! WHEE~
*signing off*

Why...

Why does this feeling keep haunting me? The petty things that others couldn't care less about, these are the things that I tend to put emphasis on... Whenever you jokingly say that you hate me, it hurts me deep inside, although very few of my friends actually notice the changes i display... I mean, I know that it was just a joke, and I honestly have tried to keep that in mind... But somehow, I just can't help myself from becoming at least slightly emo about it... By right, this should be said face to face but, but I just can't seem to find the courage to do so... I just hope this won't affect our current relationship status and instead, strengthen it...
*signing off*

GARRR!!

Got freaking 'potong steam-ed' by my DAD while typing a post on Independence Day... Discarded the thought of posting it today cause... Cause... Cause it'd be meaningless since Independence Day was over? *sighs* Moving on to today... Had fun at the beach this morning!! [Although I look like a half cooked lobster now... SUNBURN AH!! @@] Had fun with friends at college, in a group study session!! [Inverted commas =3=] Had a fudging NIGHTMARE trying to find a parking space in my housing area... FML!! Forced to park at Soon Lee Driving Centre's training grounds and then, walk all the way back to my block... FML!! [Again...] Aights, I think I know what I'm really needing right now... YouTube!

*signing off*

This is... This is me...

*pokes blog* Not dead yet I hope? *sighs in relief*
Anyways, this post shall give you more insight on someone, namely ME...
"ME" might not be perfect... And yes, I have plenty of flaws... I get pissed easily [very easily as a matter of fact] Heck, I even sound pissed when I was actually being straightforward [guess it's my intonation?] Once I emo, it's quite a hassle to un-emo-fy me... I think I'm right when I'm actually in the wrong, and worse, it's hard to tell me that I was actually wrong... All this and whatnot, I hate this imperfect side of me... I hate it to the very core...

But what can I say? I'm only human... And not a single human on this planet is perfect... If it's not too much, all I ask is for you to accept these flaws, to accept me for who I am... For all I know, I'm trying my best to minimize the flaws I have...

I might have hurt your feelings earlier today so here I am, asking for forgiveness... I'm sorry for blaming you on accidentally giving wrong directions... And as for what you told me, even if everybody thinks you're useless, you're not to me...

Now that all these have cleared up, 6th August 2011 shall be implanted in my memory... May our relationship last for as long as possible <3
*signing off*

All i can say is... Finally...

Frankly speaking, for the past few years, my life hasn't really been a successful nor fruitful one, not to mention my love life... Imagine, how afraid and fearful I was when I thought that in college, things would remain the same way... However, things turned out to be just fine... My studies were not that good but it's still better than being bad, right? Plus, I've found someone special to share my thoughts and heart's contents with... I guess Lady Luck was by my side during college life... Anyways, I've decided to forget my past crushes and go all in for the person I'm together with currently... Most people might say, "Siao ah? Go all in for what? Later you'll hurt more!" but i don't mind, really... Besides, what's life without taking risks huh? And for me, this is a risk that's worth taking...
P/S : I love you... <3
*signing off*